SAD

I am sad all the time.  Not depressed.  They are not the same thing.  Even when I look in the mirror I look sad.  Part of it is because of my teeth.  Another piece broke off today.  I am mostly a happy person.  Not bubbly make you sick kind of happy, but a glass half full kind of person.  But lately I feel like my glass is half empty, and I am not sure why.
I know I need to make changes in my life.  One of them I have already made.  I am going to school.  And I am doing well.  But I know there are other things I need to do.  I guess I am just afraid of the future.  Again, that is something I have never been before.  Maybe it is because I realize that I wasted so many years.  Maybe it because I always looked as the unknown as an advventure before and now Ijust look at it as the unknown.  Does that make sense.  Anyhow I just don't want to be sad anymore and I guess I am the only one who can change that. 
Here's to change!!!